Coco J. Ginger Quotes & Sayings

You tear me down just to build me up again. All I can think is: you are a psycho-clown. — Coco J. Ginger

Make your choice and make it quick, either build a real heart, or get out of my way QUICK. — Coco J. Ginger

You own me, because you are me. — Coco J. Ginger

I know I've broken all the rules of all the games, that all the great players and best love calculators recommend that you play, if you want to make someone like you a lot. But that's okay, because I give up. I've got my coffee sitting in my San Francisco cup, I've got Kona island and a working beating heart that's not cold, hard, or numb - very workable and capable of loving, breaking, mending and repeating. So that's just what I'll do. Because I'm too tired. Too tired uping all nighting wasting my precious timing wishing it was your heart pumping, wanting me - like I used to want you. — Coco J. Ginger

I feel like a traitor, a phony, a fake. But I am a hypocrite with the best intentions, and I need kissing desperately. — Coco J. Ginger

I want your most vital organ. I want it to be mine. — Coco J. Ginger

When it's just you, just me, no one around to tell us how we should be - I know we could have made it. I know we could have fought it. I know we could have conquered. — Coco J. Ginger

I won't let you have it. I won't give you this moment. I won't let you fill up this valuable organ ... I own it. I won't do it. I can't think, I won't think about it. — Coco J. Ginger

Peanut butter is my frenemy. — Coco J. Ginger

Maybe she had it wrong all this time and her empty heart could never be filled by his ingenious broken spirit. Maybe this yearning had nothing to do with him, and everything to do with her. — Coco J. Ginger

I'm tired of wanting to respond but never knowing what face you'll be wearing, not knowing what mean or nice words you'll be saying, so I stay silent knowing I can't take another round of your uncontrolled verbs, your misinterpretations of my world. So many men? Yes, I have so many men, didn't know that this text-fighting, me on the other side crying was exclusive to just us two. — Coco J. Ginger

Rewriting the world one heart at a time. — Coco J. Ginger

She's hanging free, at liberty. — Coco J. Ginger

You cannot mistake this
You cannot reinvent this moment
You cannot call this love
It is so much more — Coco J. Ginger

Our tongues can't compete with the rapid thinking of our brains, our words come out slow and slurred. The pen is our haven. There is a lot of fear buried into that little pen. It holds all of our agony, our torment, our blood and our heaven. — Coco J. Ginger

My insides turn outward in acknowledgement of your absence. My heart slips out of my chest and down into my gut. — Coco J. Ginger

I remember when your name was just another name that rolled without thought off my tongue.
Now, I can't look at your name without an abundance of sentiment attached to each lettter.
Your name, which I played with so carelessly, so easily, has somehow become sacred to my lips.
A name I won't throw around lightheartedly or repeat without deep thought.
And if ever I speak of you, I use the English language to describe who you were to me. You are nameless, because those letters grouped together in that familiar form ... .. carries too much meaning for my capricious heart. — Coco J. Ginger

Just friends, over and over you said it again - -then you kissed me. — Coco J. Ginger

You've no idea the restraint I've created. A word, which in a past life, never held special meaning for me, flows now through the blood of my veins as if to remind me it was always there. Like you, always there. You said I was not strong. So I created strength to fight against these natural feelings which keep me tied to you. I drew a line in the sand so I would not step towards your door again. I have boundaries, strength and pride. What I do not have is you. And that is the only part I wanted. You've no idea the restraint I've created. You've no idea the bold wall I've built to keep me out of your compromising arms. — Coco J. Ginger

... .watch me rise like smoke from fire.
Watch me fly above your hate.
Watch me dance upon your meanness
like a ballerina with posture; grace.
Watch me laugh over your hatred;
watch me soar above your sea of grief.
And know that I am out there somewhere ...
C R U S H I N G. — Coco J. Ginger

You are my counterfeit mystery. My artificial company. My forged reality. My imaginary friend I can't eradicate. — Coco J. Ginger

I miss your silent stature, your avoided days of disaster, your present state of distress.
I'm cinnamon, cloves and fire, you are the rested cedarwood of desire. — Coco J. Ginger

You know, and I know, just how much we defy. — Coco J. Ginger

You'll lie again, you'll do it again. Friends, not friends, friends, not friends, I'm on your dime, I'm on your time, and I don't exist where there is a YOU. — Coco J. Ginger

Smile. Your eyes sparkle when you do. — Coco J. Ginger

No one likes you tar-heart baby, no one likes un-fun-ness. — Coco J. Ginger

Life is wonderful when you're the one to write it. — Coco J. Ginger

If I had no imagination, I would hate you. But I don't want to be part of your reality. — Coco J. Ginger

All the risks have been taken. Allowing me room to fly. — Coco J. Ginger

What is love, if not the abandonment of all sanity, all dignity? — Coco J. Ginger

He had let me know time after time that he was a thinking man, a man of intellect and wit. Yet one unintended hungry look into my eyes and he betrayed each of his words he had carefully spoken to me. I knew it in that instant. He was a viscerally driven man. And one day, he would possess me. — Coco J. Ginger

You're a mess, I confess, I despise you in the best kind of way. — Coco J. Ginger

Men always complained I had a lot of boyfriends. I never agreed, or disagreed. I was too busy kissing to care. I disapproved of jealous complainers and had not an opinion on their opinion of me. — Coco J. Ginger

She knew she could never love any man the way she loved a blank sheet of paper that only she could fill. — Coco J. Ginger

Bittersweet? No, just bitter, the taste of your tongue.
Words you can't have back, so they linger. — Coco J. Ginger

My boy of steel. My man of honor. My perfect friend. My timeless soldier. — Coco J. Ginger

I'm mistaken ... .
for thinking you were someone with a heart worth breaking. — Coco J. Ginger

Love is not of value when this superficial contract must be drawn up, representing the two worlds that enclose us. — Coco J. Ginger

Every fairytale has a villain. All high quality happy endings involve a black-hearted monster. I just didn't want you to be mine. — Coco J. Ginger

She is happy, she is bright. — Coco J. Ginger

What I knew, adored, and fell for was a fantasy. He did not exist in human terms. — Coco J. Ginger

You're in my blood spreading through my heart - pumping me numb. — Coco J. Ginger

I can't talk to you anymore.
I can't talk to you
with words
with thoughts
with silence.
I can't talk to you anymore
(she won't talk to you anymore). — Coco J. Ginger

Time to get a go on this drop-dead-gorgeous morning. — Coco J. Ginger

You'll never like me, but you'll always love me. — Coco J. Ginger

I was supposed to act breezy, but my fingertips are shaking, and my heart won't stop its rapid beating.
I'm giving in. I cannot cave. — Coco J. Ginger

I'm too tired to fight against you anymore, too tired to say you are wrong. Too tired apologizing, keeping me uping all nighting- criming by wasting my precious timing. Straggling against what I once called charming. — Coco J. Ginger

Our stations in life, our difference of cultures, the pain-laid men who raised us - forbid us to be us. They have brainwashed us. We feel we should believe the polarity between us. — Coco J. Ginger

She stopped caring...
and started laughing. — Coco J. Ginger

A cayenne heart can't be broken. — Coco J. Ginger

I hate you. I hate you like the girl who hates cake because it makes her fat and she can't stop eating it. — Coco J. Ginger

I want to read, write, and nothing else. I do not want to get married, I do not want to go to church, I do not want to file taxes; I do not want to eat. But Grandma disagrees, and Grandma always wins. — Coco J. Ginger

Love thy neighbor as thyself. Unless he calls you names. Then do not love him, run in the opposite direction and throw a gerbil at his door. — Coco J. Ginger

What had I done? Where was my fun? I wanted play, I wanted sun, he was the opposite - I called him Zum because he's an un-fun, the sort of mean-fun bully on the playground-fun. Mean Mr. Zum.
This was madness, this was badness this was sadness this was too much un-fun-ness. — Coco J. Ginger

[Happily broken] arms unlocked. Eyes wide open.
Eager. Torn apart. Heart explosive.
Fingers composing [Happily broken].
Come in, come in. I am ready. I am open.
Happy to be open [Happily broken]. — Coco J. Ginger

It is in this darkness that I have found all light - somehow become so bright, a shooting star on a stormy night. — Coco J. Ginger

I want to learn your trickery and feel what it's like to have me wrapped around your finger. I want to lie to everyone because it gets me where I want faster. I want to be like you, because you are blind; and now that I finally see, I don't want to. — Coco J. Ginger

Growth in love comes from a place of absence, where the imagination is left to it's own devices and creates you to be much more then reality would ever allow. — Coco J. Ginger

It's all mine, it's all sacred. — Coco J. Ginger

We let ourselves loose on that simple blank piece of paper, and our bodies spill. The terror, the love ... embodying our stories page after page. In a sense, the pen was our tongue, it is how we delineate the world. — Coco J. Ginger

Head high, heart in hell - — Coco J. Ginger

Did my courage make you crazy? Cripple you with the unknown?
Did my silence create desire - make you feel things you could not discern?
Is my shinning light exploding? Can your eyes not yet adjust?
Is my forgiveness running through you? Knowing your pain I will not digest?
Is my confidence disrupting the girl you LOVE to HATE the most? — Coco J. Ginger

He offered her power, money, status ...
a giant prison, all in exchange
for only ... her soul. — Coco J. Ginger

If I wasn't so phenomenal. I would go back to you. — Coco J. Ginger

I wear my heart on my blog. — Coco J. Ginger

My lips are fierce with passion. My heart spins fiery beats. A rhythm lives within my fingers and dances in my feet. — Coco J. Ginger

And why is it that time speeds and slows depending on your attendance? I'd like a steady clock, a reliable clock, isolated from the progressive beating of my heart. — Coco J. Ginger

She wanted to write about something other then love. Yet her freethinking pen seemed more adhered to her heart then to her head. A battle she never felt worth fighting. — Coco J. Ginger

Elegant writers depict intricacy with simplicity. — Coco J. Ginger

When you miss someone ... it's weird ... your body doesn't function normally..as it should. Because I miss you, and my heart ... it's not steady ... my soul it sings numb. Fingers are cold ... like you ... your soul. — Coco J. Ginger

She has been trying to pull her worth from him for so long. She has been trying to extract her beauty from his skin. She has been dying to be loved by him again ... but he will always leave her empty — Coco J. Ginger

Defend myself? I cannot defend the verbal repressions of a boy. A curmudgeonly, cantankerous, ill-tempered, counterfeit boy. — Coco J. Ginger

Just friends? Alright friend we won't kiss goodnight, and I won't hold you tight and wish that you were mine just for one night. I will separate my dreams from my eyes, separate my heart from my spine, keep clean the lines between my hands and your innards. — Coco J. Ginger

I wait, you play. You speak, I cave. I promise, you break. You game me, daily, you play me. — Coco J. Ginger

Fuck you perfectionism. Without you, I am brilliant. — Coco J. Ginger

This is the power of my heart. This is what I call sihr halal. — Coco J. Ginger

Poor Mr. Zum now he was un-fun and had no funs left who wanted to entertain him. What a qerbackle, what an un-fun pickle to be in. — Coco J. Ginger

Heart of a queen you'll see me burst at the seams. — Coco J. Ginger

Here I sit like a brainless robot writing the uncensored, chaotic, evil thoughts springing about in my temperamental female brain. — Coco J. Ginger

When we are in love, we are convinced nobody else will do. But as time goes, others do do, and often do do, much much better. — Coco J. Ginger

I'll dream up a world where you never existed. A world you could never live in. I'll live there without you. — Coco J. Ginger

Some girls need men to take them places. Others just click their heels, spread their own wings, and fly. — Coco J. Ginger

I write with my spine, create through my heart and defiant mind. Happy or not happy, it's real, it's living like blood, pen and paper. Hearts that wake up racing, wanting. Trading fear in for the hurt, the hard, the challenge, the change, the pain, the stuff that makes you grow bigger, stronger, better. Granting you the crazy, the genius, the ability, the power to change the world. — Coco J. Ginger

Writers do not have the privilege of sleep. There is always a story coming alive in their heads, constantly composing. Whether they choose it or not. — Coco J. Ginger

If you were green tea, I'd be your tea cup. If you were dark chocolate, I'd be the paper that wraps you up. If you were a train, I'd be your tracks
If you were a brain, I'd be the heart attached. — Coco J. Ginger

He's just not that into you if he is a sociopath. — Coco J. Ginger

Color me....BRILLIANT. — Coco J. Ginger

You don't deserve my image in your head. You don't deserve my memories in your chest. — Coco J. Ginger

The white noise in his heart, the sum of all his colors
- the metronome to which he beat
[was she]. — Coco J. Ginger

I know you didn't feel them, and when you spoke them they stung you. I know because I know you. I forgive because my heart has not the room to deface you. — Coco J. Ginger

....hurts not just the heart, but every part. — Coco J. Ginger

I want your hand without the skin. Bone to bone without the molds. Mouth to mouth, without the porn. — Coco J. Ginger

Building an empire ... one letter in front of the other. — Coco J. Ginger

Now he was nothing to her, just a lesson in time, a wicked boy-man, incapable of wealth or prestige. — Coco J. Ginger

I had hoped to be disliked by most, not by way of rebellion, but by way of excellence, disdain for the habitual, and the common man's inability to grasp this. The act of being scorned? I saw it as a victory, my irreverent boast against this world which could never fully quench me. — Coco J. Ginger

She stabbed him with her wicked pretty knife, disrupted his simple life.
She's a player, a heartbreaker,
and now she breaks alone. — Coco J. Ginger

I am torn open, unabridged, hot and a bit crazy inside. This is the feeling which belongs to me, she has always been mine. — Coco J. Ginger

Finally I see that it's never been me, just a blanket that keeps you warm. Easily tossed along
when something flashier or someone prettier comes along. Your heart I held so carefully, I see, this was all just a game ... — Coco J. Ginger

The world I held so closely, she played me like a game,
I released and left her laughing to stand on my own two feet. — Coco J. Ginger

Don't hate me because I'm beautiful. Hate me because I'm a domestic GODDESS and beautiful. — Coco J. Ginger