Jasmine Warga Quotes & Sayings

the only time you get lucky is when you're planning your suicide, it's definitely time to go. — Jasmine Warga

I try to imagine him without the grief, without the heaviness, without the frozenness, but it's hard to see him as anything other than desperately sad. Yes, he looks like someone who was designed to be popular and successful, but he also looks like someone who was made to wear grief.
He wears it well. — Jasmine Warga

I don't like the idea of other people poring over my secrets. I don't even know if I have any secrets. — Jasmine Warga

We all want to believe that every day is different, that every day we change, but really, it seems that certain things are coded into us from the very beginning. — Jasmine Warga

Maybe the sadness comes just before the insanity — Jasmine Warga

FrozenRobot of all people should know that there is nothing beautiful or endearing or glamorous about sadness. Sadness is only ugly, and anyone who thinks otherwise doesn't get it. — Jasmine Warga

And maybe the black slug will always live inside of me. Maybe I'll always have bad days where the heaviness seems unbearable. But as cheesy as it sounds, maybe the good days will make it worth getting through the bad ones. — Jasmine Warga

I can feel everything. And I want to keep feeling everything. Even the painful, awful, terrible things. Because feeling things is what lets us know that we're alive. — Jasmine Warga

You didn't want to, I know you didn't. And I didn't want you to. I care about you too much to watch you die. I want you to live, Aysel. So I did it alone because I wanted to save you. — Jasmine Warga

I wish I could draw you how I see you. I'd draw a boy with the most magnetic smile, and the kindest hands, and eyes that are gloomy, but can sometimes be bright. I'd draw a boy who deserves to see the ocean. — Jasmine Warga

Anyone who has actually been that sad can tell you that there's nothing beautiful or literary or mysterious about depression. — Jasmine Warga

He's no longer the person I want to die with; he's the person I want to be alive with. — Jasmine Warga

Sometimes it takes watching someone else observe how you live to realize exactly how you live. — Jasmine Warga

Maybe all anyone ever needs is for someone to notice them, to observe them. — Jasmine Warga

She sits down at the end of my bed again. "Who were you with? Do you have a boyfriend now or something?"
I can't help but laugh. If I have a boyfriend, his name is Death. And I'm pretty sure Roman is in love with him too. It's a love triangle gone wrong. — Jasmine Warga

I can't wait until they don't have me here anymore. — Jasmine Warga

I want to hear so many things, but I don't know exactly what I want to hear. — Jasmine Warga

..because never in my life have I ever been picked when there was another alternative. — Jasmine Warga

Depression is like a heaviness that you can't ever escape. It crushes down on you, making even the smallest things like tying your shoes or chewing on toast seem like a twenty-mile hike uphill. Depression is a part of you; it's in your bones and your blood. — Jasmine Warga

Maybe we all have darkness inside of us and some of us are better at dealing with it than others. — Jasmine Warga

Life can seem awful and unfixable until the universe shifts a little and the observation point is altered, and then suddenly, everything seems more bearable. — Jasmine Warga

He can't make me love him when he's going to leave me. When he wants to leave me. When he knows this is the end. — Jasmine Warga

I spend a lot of time wondering what dying feels like. What dying sounds like. If I'll burst like those notes, let out my last cries of pain, and then go silent forever. Or maybe I'll turn into a shadowy static that's barely there, if you just listen hard enough. — Jasmine Warga

Guidance counselors always love to say, 'Just think positively,' but that's impossible when you have this thing inside of you, strangling every ounce of happiness you can muster. My body is an efficient happy-though-killing machine. — Jasmine Warga

Maybe he's the type of person who turns his lies into truths in his head. — Jasmine Warga

He squeezes my hand so tight, I can't feel it anymore. I wish someone would do that to my heart. — Jasmine Warga

It's funny how once you like someone, even the unattractive things they do somehow become endearing. — Jasmine Warga

I bet if you cut open my stomach, the black slug of depression would slide out. — Jasmine Warga

There's no saving him from his deep hole. There's no saving me from my black slug. — Jasmine Warga

Because loving you saved me. It's made me see myself differently, see the world differently. I owe you everything for that. — Jasmine Warga

We're suicidal, not innumerate. — Jasmine Warga

I don't know how to describe it, but the more I stare at him, the more I see his grief wrapped around him like shackles he can never take off. — Jasmine Warga

He was fucking sad. That's it. That's the point. He knows life is never going to get any different for him. That there's no fixing him. It's always going to be the same monotonous depressing bullshit. Boring, sad, boring, sad. He just wants it to be over. — Jasmine Warga

Everything is subjective in the human mind. Our emotions, our opinions, they're all relative. It all depends on perspective. — Jasmine Warga

But in the end it doesn't matter what Roman wants to do. I'm beginning to learn that this is the exhilarating and puzzling and, frankly, the frustrating thing about love. Things that matter to the other person start to seem intriguing, even if they are actually quite trite when you really think about them. — Jasmine Warga

That's my girl." My heart jumps a little when he says that and I remind myself to get a grip. — Jasmine Warga

Nothing scares me more than a failed attempt. The last thing I want is to end up in a wheelchair, eating pulverized food and being watched around the clock by some sassy nurse who has a not-so-secret obsession with cheesy reality TV. — Jasmine Warga

In these moments, it always feels like my skin is too thin, like everyone can see right inside me, can see my empty and dark insides. — Jasmine Warga

I mean, you just don't seem like a big fan of words yourself. So I thought you'd appreciate the lack of lyrics. — Jasmine Warga

I'm like a grenade made of ceramic -solid and dense and cold- but still fragile. — Jasmine Warga

Sometimes I wonder if my heart is like a black hole--it's so dense that there's no room for light, but that doesn't mean it can't still suck me in. — Jasmine Warga

Something inside me clicks. It's like I've spent my whole life fiddling with a complicated combination only to discover I was toying with the wrong lock. — Jasmine Warga

I've been thinking a lot aboit the energy of the universe. And if energy can't ever be created or destroyed, only transferred, what do you think happens to people's energy once they die? — Jasmine Warga

I will be stronger than my sadness. — Jasmine Warga

My body is an efficient happy-thought-killing machine. — Jasmine Warga

No. I think you are crazy in completely different way. In a beautiful way. — Jasmine Warga

For too long, I've made my past my future, afraid to imagine anything else. And I acted like that - static - afraid of my own kinetic energy. Maybe it's time to start imagining, maybe it's time to be in motion. Maybe it's time for me to fight back against the sadness inside of me. — Jasmine Warga

I don't understand how someone who's not in your life anymore can make all the difference. — Jasmine Warga

My change of heart isn't about flaking out; it's about fighting back. — Jasmine Warga

I wonder if that's how darkness wins, by convincing us to trap it inside ourselves, instead of emptying it out.
I don't want it to win. — Jasmine Warga

One spark can change everything. — Jasmine Warga

There's something poetic about the fact that the first boy to ever ask for my number is the same boy I'm going to die with. — Jasmine Warga

Do you believe in other universes? Do you think there's another dimension where we're happy? — Jasmine Warga

It's like your sadness is so deep and overwhelming that you're worried it will drown everyone else in your life if you let them too close to it. — Jasmine Warga

What people never understand is that depression isn't about the outside; it's about the inside. — Jasmine Warga

I guess pretty much everything in life is about the perception of the observer. That maybe time just moves the quickest at the end. — Jasmine Warga

You're like a grey sky. You're beautiful, even though you don't want to be. — Jasmine Warga

The two of them fitting, interlocking, like mothers and daughters are supposed to. Fitting in a way that I never have. My edges have always been too sharp, my grooves too deep. — Jasmine Warga

Everything used to seem to final, inevitable, predestined. But now, I'm starting to believe that life may have more surprises in store than I ever realized. — Jasmine Warga

Be careful," he says.
"Why?" I'm not thinking about being careful. I'm thinking about one last push, of letting go, of flying, and of falling.
"You aren't allowed to die without me," he whispers. — Jasmine Warga

I think he's looking for comfort, but I don't have any to give. — Jasmine Warga

Yes, I'm broken. And yes, he's broken. But the more we talk about it, the more we share our sadness, the more I start to believe that there could be a chance to fix us, a chance that we could save each other. — Jasmine Warga

Don't you ever think about that? What if this isn't the end and we just go on to a place even worse than this one? — Jasmine Warga

Laura, apparently, is a human bullshit detector. — Jasmine Warga

I don't like songs about wanting things. I like songs about letting go, saying goodbye. — Jasmine Warga

He knows what he'll find if he digs deeper. there's no rush to unpack my insides. he understands there is nothing special about emptiness, nothing interesting about depression. — Jasmine Warga

I wish gravity would go away and just let us all be a big mess. — Jasmine Warga

It's hard to see where we're going since it's now dark, and I wonder if in some ironic twist of fate, we'll soar over the cliff without even realizing it. Like the universe's final joke: you can't plan your death, even when you try. — Jasmine Warga

I wish someone would give my heart a polygraph; it keeps lying and flipping and changing its mind. — Jasmine Warga

I want to know something real. Something that not everyone in the world knows about you." His puppy face deepens, his mouth sagging at the corners.

"I can't get to sleep when I have socks on, but my feet are always cold so it's kind of a problem. — Jasmine Warga

I wonder what it will feel like when all the lights go off and everything is quiet forever. I don't know if it will be painful, if in those last moments I'll be scared, but all I can hope is that it will be over fast. That it will be peaceful. That it will be permanent. — Jasmine Warga

But just because it's cowardly doesn't guarantee it's going to be easy. — Jasmine Warga

I know it's all in my head, but some feelings are harder to shake than others. — Jasmine Warga

I once read in my physics book that the universe begs to be observed, that energy travels and transfers when people pay attention. Maybe that's what love really boils down to--having someone who cares enough to pay attention so that you're encouraged to travel and transfer, to make your potential energy spark into kinetic energy. — Jasmine Warga

You know, Zellie, there are enough broken things in the world. You shouldn't go around breaking things just for the fun of it. — Jasmine Warga

I'm not asking you to live for me. Even though that would be nice because I'm in love with you. And yeah, yeah, you can tell me I'm misusing that word, but I don't care. That's how I feel. But this isn't even about me, or how I feel about you. I want you to live for you because I know there's so much more waiting for you. There's so much more for you to discover and experience. And you deserve it, you might not think you do, but you do. I'm here to tell you that you deserve it. And I know I sound cheesy as hell. Believe me, six weeks ago, I would've slapped myself for saying shit like this, but knowing you... Knowing you has helped me see things differently. See myself differently. And all I want is for you to see yourself the way that I do. — Jasmine Warga

And no one wants to be noticed because of something like that; it's like being an invasive species that no one pays any attention to until you've strangled and ruined all the beautiful native plants. The — Jasmine Warga

Watching you be so happy when you think about science. It makes me kind of... happy." He slouches his shoulders and shuffles his feet. "And that's confusing. — Jasmine Warga

The problem is, March snow days are miracles. You can't live for miracles. — Jasmine Warga

Depression is a part of you; it's in your bones and your blood. If I know anything about it, this is what I know: It's impossible to escape. — Jasmine Warga

And this time, I can feel my hand. I can feel everything. And I want to keep feeling everything. Even the painful, awful, terrible things. Because feeling things is what lets us know that we're alive.
And I want to be alive. — Jasmine Warga

I like other people's words. They fill me up. — Jasmine Warga