A Meredith Walters Quotes & Sayings

It was a relationship born out of loneliness between two people who couldn't be more different. We took from each other what we needed. We left nothing behind for anyone else. He drank me dry. I ate him whole. We were dysfunctional. We were dangerous to each other. — A Meredith Walters

Don't start this immature shit, please. If I gave a damn about any of those girls would I be here right now? — A Meredith Walters

You save me every single day. You are the one thing that makes me happy. You are the only thing I need. — A Meredith Walters

I want you to only do this with me. Okay?"
"You don't want me with anyone else?"
"No! People that love each other don't do that with anyone else. — A Meredith Walters

I have learned that sometimes "sorry" is not enough. Sometimes you actually have to change. — A Meredith Walters

I had wondered a million times how I could possibly go on living when my heart was gone? How was it possible that it still beat in my chest when it felt so empty? — A Meredith Walters

I wanted to tell you that I couldn't stop thinking about your face. That you had burrowed your way so deep into my veins that I would fucking bleed you. That if I died tomorrow, I could go a happy man for having felt your lips on my skin. — A Meredith Walters

Sometimes you make good choices. Sometimes you make bad ones. But they're all made for a reason that seems to make sense at the time. — A Meredith Walters

Why are you interested in me? He asked quietly. Hmm. How to answer that one? I didn't want to tell him that I thought he was the most gorgeous creature I had ever seen and wanted to have his babies. That might be a little much. — A Meredith Walters

When would I stop being second choice? Would I ever be number one to the person I cared most about in the world? — A Meredith Walters

I'm mad at Maggie for giving me something that nearly killed me to lose when I invariably fucked everything up. For showing me what perfect looked like right before I destroyed it. I'm angry as hell because she built back up what I had broken, she gave me everything; a life, a future. And now it's gone. — A Meredith Walters

Mags, I'm in this forever. You are my future, my always ... If there is one thing in this messed up universe you can count on, it's my love for you. It's constant. It's endless. And it's never going anywhere. — A Meredith Walters

Forgive. Such a small word. Only seven letters but they carry the weight of the world. — A Meredith Walters

But Rachel, every time you hurt, I hurt. Particularly, when I'm the cause of it. I've been an
insensitive jerk. But I need you to know that you are all I can think about. That you give me freaking
butterflies in my stomach. That when we're together I feel like ... "
"Cloud walking." Rachel grinned. — A Meredith Walters

People can move on and live their lives but that doesn't mean you're not a part of it anymore. I love you, Clay. Ruby loves you. Because you, Clay are worthy of that love. You deserve it. All of it. — A Meredith Walters

When I was drowning, she became my air. In the cold, she became my warmth. In the dark, she became my light. — A Meredith Walters

I'm upset, Ellie! Because you won't talk to me! Because you always hurt me! You make it so hard to love you! — A Meredith Walters

It's been fifteen years, Imi. You don't know anything about the person I've become. How can you say we're anything to each other?"
I put my hand on his chest, ignoring the feel of his ribs beneath his skin. I pressed my palm over his heart. Thud. Thud. Thud.
"I know who you are in here. I trusted the eighteen-year-old boy who made sure I was fed. Who protected me. Who loved me. And I trust the man he became. Sure, people can change, but I see who you are. — A Meredith Walters

Seize the moments you're given, otherwise the world will eat you up and spit you out. — A Meredith Walters

I knew Jordan's type. And I was attracted to them like bees to tasty, hormone soaked honey. — A Meredith Walters

I hate being alone. I want people to talk to me. I want them to like me. It makes me angry when I try to say something and people ignore me. Or worse they laugh.
They call me names. Lots of names. Mean names. — A Meredith Walters

I've been staying after school getting help in trig from Laura Johnson. Shit, it's just school work. And it's fucking Laura, granny panties, Johnson! It's not like I've been secretly banging her as she whispers math problems in my ear or something. — A Meredith Walters

Stop thinking about your life in increments. Seconds. Minutes. Days. Look at the bigger picture and embrace whatever time you have. Don't look constantly toward the end. Enjoy the right now. — A Meredith Walters

I wanted to feel what it was like to kiss you for the first time without being sucked into a medicated fog. — A Meredith Walters

And we would always be looking for the light ... together. — A Meredith Walters

Cloud walking. I like that. And yeah, that's exactly how you make me feel. Like my feet will never touch the ground. — A Meredith Walters

Just when I thought I had things under control, the reality of who I was smacked me squarely in the face. Being nuts was no fun let me tell you. I was a far cry from being the lovable eccentric. The wacky dude who mumbled to himself and wore his pants inside out. Nope, my kind of nuts was scary and consuming. — A Meredith Walters

I know I'm with Olivia. I know that was a deal breaker for you. But goddamn it, I don't want to be with her. I only want you. It has only been you from the moment you walked into Barton's. — A Meredith Walters

We say that a lot to each other. You and me. It's always I'm sorry. I'm tired of being sorry. Why can't we just be nice to each other so we don't have to say it all the time? he asked and I was struck mute by his statement. Because he was right. — A Meredith Walters

I don't want perfect, Clay. I want you. — A Meredith Walters

I thought you were worth everything. That we were worth all the drama and bullshit. I am willing to fight to the death for what we have. But I can only do that if you're willing to fight with me. — A Meredith Walters

If I've ever made you feel less than crucial to my life, I
apologize. Because you are important to me. Actually important doesn't even cover it. You are
fundamental to who I am. There is no Daniel Lowe without Rachel Bradfield. — A Meredith Walters

It hurts to remember you. But it scares me to try and forget. I remember you telling me that my love for you shouldn't hurt, that it should be something wonderful. And it is. It is the most wonderful thing I've ever had. — A Meredith Walters

It was something else entirely to sit in a circle and hear their stories firsthand, to listen to strangers spill their guts as they shared how close they had come to losing it all. I knew that would make it all so very, very real. — A Meredith Walters

When I asked him as to why he only drew the
butterflies he had kissed me softly on the mouth.
"Because you make me feel free." He had
answered simply. — A Meredith Walters

My feelings for Maxx were causing me to make decisions I never would have made in the past. I was forgetting about everything that had mattered to me, potentially throwing it all away to save a boy I was pretty sure didn't want to be saved.
Love made us stupid.
Love made us blind.
Love could incapacitate us and leave us powerless.
And love could also make everything better.
I couldn't let myself think anything less. — A Meredith Walters

Come home with me tonight. Please. Let's figure all this out ... together — A Meredith Walters

A happy story doesn't always have a happy ending, — A Meredith Walters

You will hate me.
You will detest the choices that I have made.
You won't understand me at all. — A Meredith Walters

For the longest time all I cared about was getting through the day. When your every breath was an effort, that quickly became the extent of your expectations. — A Meredith Walters

He tasted like popcorn, cherry gummy bears, and every decadent, forbidden thing. He tasted like bad choices. — A Meredith Walters

I know Clay hurt you. He's a difficult boy. But he loves you. As much as you love him. I see the way you look at each other. And it's a beautiful thing. — A Meredith Walters

You should do what makes you happy. You are smart. You are beautiful. You can do anything. You don't belong here. You belong out there, — A Meredith Walters

I don't want to wake up ten years from now regretting that I let this slip through my fingers. I don't want to waste another moment without you in my life. — A Meredith Walters

I love you, Maggie May Young. Always and forever. And then my mouth touched hers and I felt my future begin. — A Meredith Walters

And like the messed up dude in that novel, I just want to live forever as long as it's with you. — A Meredith Walters

I'm so, so sorry. Can you forgive the dumbest guy on the planet for not realizing that the most perfect girl for him was here all along? — A Meredith Walters

I never thought we'd get here."
"Me either. But here we are. And it makes me feel like just maybe everything else was worth it. If it brought us to this point. — A Meredith Walters

Ignoring things didn't make them go away. It only made it harder to face them when they finally came around to beat the shit out of you. — A Meredith Walters

We were perfect in our mad sanity. — A Meredith Walters

Dear lord, the flash of his gleaming white teeth was like a hot button to my nether regions. Down vagina! Down, girl.
Bad Rep by A. Meredith Walters — A Meredith Walters

My love for this beautifully broken, yet slowly healing boy, made me strong. — A Meredith Walters

Regret. When I looked at Clay that's definitely what I felt. Mostly for everything we never got to be. For everything I wanted so much to experience with him. — A Meredith Walters

The boy I loved ... My savior. My protector.
He had helped me when he didn't have to.
He had taken care of me. He had made sure I was warm. Fed. That I had a place to lay my head at night.
Even when he couldn't keep himself safe, he made sure that I had been. He put me first. Always.
God, I had missed him. — A Meredith Walters

Just promise to talk to me ... I can help you with that baggage, you know. What was I saying? I had never dealt with anyone's baggage! I didn't even know what it was! — A Meredith Walters

Who gives a damn about their reputation? Oh, that would be me. — A Meredith Walters

And if he went into the dark again, this time I would be there to find him
to follow him. Because I thought, perhaps quite immaturely, that my love could help him. Maybe our love could do even more than just help
maybe it could heal him. Fix him. Fix everything — A Meredith Walters

Have a life that matters. A life with purpose. Find your own way but don't lose sight of the journey. — A Meredith Walters

What were you thinking, spending your evening at Hepatitis Central? — A Meredith Walters

Love has a way of consuming you. Making you lose all focus. But it could also lift you up and make your life that much better. Make you feel like it was the only thing in the world you needed. — A Meredith Walters

Hey, Mays," Jordan yelled from behind me. I grudgingly turned back around, my back straight and my face blank.
"Yeah?"
Jordan cocked his head to the side, his eyes burning into mine. "Jaz may be pretty, but you're fucking gorgeous," he called out loud enough for me to hear over the thumping base of the band. He grinned at me and the freaking winked. I hated and loved it when he did that. — A Meredith Walters

Maria had a bit of a ... crush on me while we were in treatment.
Of course she did. She had been in treatment, not a coma. — A Meredith Walters

The struggle is really hard sometimes. And then I meet you. And I feel stuff that I've never felt before. Things that I never thought I would be lucky enough to experience. And I feel so out of control in the way I am with you. Like I'm stripped bare and for once someone sees everything inside of me ... the good and the really really ugly. — A Meredith Walters

Do you need to hear that I haven't stopped missing you for one single since we broke up? Do I have to tell you that my heart hurts with how much I love you? — A Meredith Walters

Why, Maysie? What more do you need me to tell you? Haven't I already handed my fucking guts to you on a platter? What else do you need to hear? — A Meredith Walters

We ourselves feel that what we are doing is just a drop in the ocean. But the ocean would be less because of that missing drop. -Mother Teresa- — A Meredith Walters

Fucking hell, Clayton! Yes, this sucks, but it's not forever. And I swear to God if you try this whole I'm letting you go because I love you too much line of crap again, I will smack the crap out of you! — A Meredith Walters

I still hung onto the hope that my broken knight would gallop back into my life and sweep me off my feet. — A Meredith Walters

Daniel Lowe. My savior. My perfect guy. The boy who would never love me the way that I loved him. — A Meredith Walters

I remember everything about you. Even the stuff I wish I could forget ... — A Meredith Walters

I loved him. I hated him. I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to strangle him. I was a walking, talking contradiction. There were days I was so torn by my conflicting emotions that I thought I would be ripped in half. Staring at my best friend and secret object of my undying love, I wondered if I would ever get off this crazy train of emotions swirling around inside me. I didn't like feeling this way. But the truth was I couldn't remember a time I didn't feel this aching need to completely immerse myself in all things Daniel Lowe. — A Meredith Walters

I love you. You are my life." He placed my hand over his heart. I could feel it beating erratically beneath my palm. "Feel that? It's yours. For now and always! — A Meredith Walters

Then you need to fight for him. Don't give up on something like that. It doesn't come along very often. And when you find it, you hold on tight. You lock that shit down with an iron fist and you never, ever let go. Even when life tries to take it from you, you smack life upside its head like a little bitch and you keep on fighting for it. — A Meredith Walters

We didn't function in half ways and maybes. We were always. We were constant.
We were endless. — A Meredith Walters

Love was insanity at its most beautiful - a madness of desperation and desire that made the most improbable choice possible. — A Meredith Walters

I was this sad and lonely creature before you came along. And then, just being with you, knowing you love me, had transformed me. My entire life has become this metamorphosis into something beautiful, something happy. I told you before that you've freed me. You've reminded me of what it means to believe and hope. — A Meredith Walters

God, I loved her. She was the piece I had been missing for the last three months. She was everything I wanted in my life but was still unsure I deserved. — A Meredith Walters

Fuck the lot of you and your hypocritical bullshit. You sit around spouting brotherhood. You don't know the first thing about being a brother. Or being a man. Because a real man sure as hell would never have disrespected a woman the way each and everyone of you have disrespected Maysie. — A Meredith Walters

I could use a little monotony in my life. Spontaneity is exhausting. — A Meredith Walters

Baby girl, you deserve some cloud walkin'. — A Meredith Walters

Are you my girl?" He sounded breathless. His whole body vibrating with anticipation.
"How can I be your girl when you haven't even kissed me yet?" I asked boldly.
"I'm scared to kiss you," he whispered, his lips quivering, his green eyes full.
...
"I want to be yours," I told him sincerely.
Yoss reached up and covered my hand with his. "I want to be yours," he echoed. — A Meredith Walters

God, Maggie." He whispered, leaning forward, capturing my mouth with his. "I love you more than anything. With everything that I am." He answered me. Okay, I was done for. — A Meredith Walters

Life takes turns that we don't expect and even the best of us can end up in a place we never expected. — A Meredith Walters

You have my heart, Maggie. Keep it safe. — A Meredith Walters

This is forever, Maggie. I would follow you into hell if I had to ... You are all I want for the rest of my life. — A Meredith Walters

I loved him. I did.
I had never loved anyone before but now I loved with my whole being.
It split me open.
My guts spilled out on the floor at Flynn's feet.
He owned me. Completely.
There was no coming back from this.
Flynn had reclaimed me. — A Meredith Walters

You ran into my life, this beautiful, amazing girl who changed everything. I finally saw what my world could be. What being normal and happy could look like. You've given me everything I never thought I could have! It scares to me think of life without you. Of not seeing your smile or hearing your voice. — A Meredith Walters

Guilt. Fear. Panic. Even love . . . it was all gone. All I had was . . . this. And for now, that was enough. — A Meredith Walters

But the best relationship are built on friendship first. — A Meredith Walters

How do you try and forget about someone you had loved like the other part of you? — A Meredith Walters

She laughs and it's my favorite song in the world. — A Meredith Walters

The truth is the ugly side no one wants to see. — A Meredith Walters

You never let me talk about any of it. You just left. You never called. You never came by the studio. Why would you do that? — A Meredith Walters

You're right, baby. We began out of something ugly. But what we became was something beautiful. I just wish I could make you see that. — A Meredith Walters

Love made us stupid. Love made us blind. Love could incapacitate us and leave us powerless. — A Meredith Walters

I was pushing him. I was pushing me. I was forcing something I felt we both needed. Both deserved. A second chance. His. Mine. Ours. ~Imogen Conner — A Meredith Walters

For my whole life, all of my love — A Meredith Walters

It's like that club, just a delusional waste of time. Sure, it looks pretty, but it only hides a heart that's rotten to the core, — A Meredith Walters

I hope I always deserve you — A Meredith Walters

You make me feel like I can do it. If you're with me, I can do anything. — A Meredith Walters