Fia Quotes & Sayings

Oh, Adam. When will you stop messing everything up? And why do I keep letting you? — Kiersten White

We have another friend in common. Sweetest girl. She's like a sane version of you. Goes by Annie. — Kiersten White

You really care about my sister, don't you? I don't want him to. He's so sweet. I can't imagine anyone loving Fia without being hurt by it. — Kiersten White

James is all I have. I chose James. He has to be right. Please let him be right. — Kiersten White

We are both of us made of the things we have lost. — Kiersten White

You're crazy," he hisses. "Too true. — Kiersten White

It's okay, Fia," said Nathan from the end of the hallway. He carried a large bundle of white comforter in his skinny arms and dumped it on the couch. "Aaron sucks at compliments."

"I am quite adept with compliments," he said dryly. "But I do not praise bad behavior. — Deidre Huesmann

Then she leans over, brushes her lips against his forehead, and turns off the lamp. — Kiersten White

Pretending is another way of lying, and I am so good at both. — Kiersten White

I can't figure out whether the idea of seeing James or never seeing him again hurts more. I don't want to talk to him until I can decide. We walked the path together, but he almost took me so far down it I would have fallen off the edge. Not even he could have caught me then. — Kiersten White

If you weren't scared,
you wouldn't be human,
you wouldn't be brave."
"What do you mean?" I ask.
"If you were fearless,
you wouldn't
need to overcome it.
Bravery means being scared
and going forward
anyway," Fia says.
"That's courage. — Leza Lowitz

Because I need it," I screamed. "I tried. I tried to stop once I got my license and be normal. But.. I needed it. My body craved it the more I denied that part of me. I need to be spanked. To be dominated. Because it's in those moments when I truly feel like myself. — Fia Black

His eyes search mine, more serious than his tone would indicate, and I know he's looking to see whether or not I'm falling apart. He doesn't need to. — Kiersten White

If I cannot trust myself to love the right person, what can I trust? — Kiersten White

Cole gets up and then says, "Adam. Five texts. I can read them to you." He pauses. "Unless they're personal." I roll my eyes.
"Not that it's any of your business, but I'm pretty sure he's desperately in love with my sister." Cole snorts.
"He's crazy."
"He'd have to be, right? — Kiersten White

Think big, start small, and keep going. — Fia Essen

It's about Fia. Everything always is, even when she is nowhere near, even when she left all of us. We still orbit the brilliant, chaotic burning of her star. — Kiersten White

I am very young and very helpless and only one of those is true. — Kiersten White

Ah, but that's the glory of not being Eden. She can feel bad all she wants and we never have to feel it!"
"You, beautiful girl, are mean."
I smile and pull my sunglasses down. "You love me. — Kiersten White

I'm nobody. I'm collateral damage with a lot of training. — Kiersten White

James is mine. He is my north, and as long as we are together, everything is okay. — Kiersten White

I'm still afraid to sleep - too many ghosts peering creeping condemning. — Kiersten White

Am I giving you a headache? I think.
You are a headache. — Kiersten White

Her voice is as casual as a knife in the gut. — Kiersten White

I don't want to think about things like normal and safe, things I can't have. — Kiersten White

I'm nobody's girl. — Kiersten White

Silly. Dark isn't scary. Dark is safe."
"Why?"
"I live in the dark all the time. But when it's dark outside everyone has to be there, too. And if you can't see someone, they can't see you, either."
She sniffles a few times. "So, it's like I'm hiding in the dark?"
"Yes. You're the secret when it's dark. Dark is safe. — Kiersten White

I wash myself clean of guilt, of pain, of fear, of emotion. I am the ocean. I am empty. I am nothing. — Kiersten White

I am so filled with wrong I don't remember what right is. — Kiersten White

I am the ocean. I am the yacht in the middle of the ocean. I am nothing. I am flames. — Kiersten White

I'm your big sister. I don't have to see anything to know James is always something bad."
Fia snorts. "You wouldn't think so if you could look at him. — Kiersten White

And I think that this, here, with James, will always be wrong but it will always be the right sort of wrong, because if we don't do this, no one will. We are a matched set of perfect liars, perfectly destroyed people, perfect for destruction. — Kiersten White

Fia, James says, and I love the way he always answers the phone with my name: a statement, not a question. — Kiersten White

And yeah, I had to go to therapy to get over my childhood issues and work through my shit but you know what I found when I was done? I still liked having my ass smacked, my hair pulled and being told to get on my knees like a good little girl because that's my fucking right as a woman. And screw anyone that has a problem with it."
-Beth Anderson, The Missing Orchid — Fia Black

Whatever else he is, James is my one safe place in the world. — Kiersten White

I'll be fine. I'm always fine. — Kiersten White

- "Control what an interesting word for you to be dwelling on"
- "I have other words" I scream the F-Word in my head, over and over again. — Kiersten White

It's a lie, but it's the lie he needs. I'm going to hell. — Kiersten White

Bran had heard his brother's mate Fia call Keelin one of the great beauties of the dragon race and it was true. Dressed in what he considered battle gear, Keelin was a wet dream come to life. — Katie Reus

I think happy thoughts and feel happy things and I do not let myself near the swirling black edges of the hole that is my soul when I look at them. — Kiersten White

They know I have no choice, but if I did, they'd all be dead. — Kiersten White

My bed is massive (I drown in it, and it doesn't matter how big the bed is, my nightmares more than fill it) — Kiersten White

This was my choice, Fia. I made the right choice so you didn't have to make a wrong one. — Kiersten White

I don't even remember what happy felt like. I think it probably felt like that night I got really drunk with James. Soft and fuzzy, everything spinning and out of focus. — Kiersten White

I chose him. If I chose him, he had to be the right choice. I wouldn't love him if it weren't right. — Kiersten White

I lie constantly. All the time. I'm nothing but one big mass of lies. — Kiersten White

Clinical, brilliantly medical-minded Adam believes in fate. A fate with Fia. — Kiersten White

But James is my north now. The flames are my north now. Our dark secrets are my north now. — Kiersten White

I won't be at the bonfire," Dair repeated stubbornly....
But Dair would not go. He didn't dare. Fia in firelight would drive even the sanest man to sin. — Lecia Cornwall

She rubs her arm where I grabbed her. "What do you do to the people you don't like?"
I flash my teeth like knives in the dark. "Do you really want to know?"
She kicks my shin in a halfhearted pout. "You think different around him, you know."
"Oh?" A cab pulls to the side and I open the door. "Clearer. Happier. But scarier. — Kiersten White

I start at the beginning, mentally screaming every obscenity I can in alphabetical order. Then I start setting them to the tune of Row, Row, Row Your Boat — Kiersten White

Planning is not my friend. Impulse is. — Kiersten White

Everyone here is insane. I am the insanest of the insane. — Kiersten White

I have to trust that, or I'll lose my mind. Well, lose it more. — Kiersten White

I turn and walk out, knowing exactly how many steps will take me away from that monster. Once again wishing I were Fia, Fia who could have killed him with her bare hands.
Fia who is impossible broken because she can do just that. — Kiersten White

I am a girl in want of complete destruction. — Kiersten White

Cohen starts smiling and nods his head. "This is good, Daddy. I knew my angels would give me sisters. I asked them." Melissa stops laughing and grabs my hand. "What do you mean, baby?" she asks on a whisper. "I asked Nana, Mommy Fia, and Auntie Grace to give me a sister. I said I wanted a sister more than anything in the world so I can look out for her like Daddy looks out for you. — Harper Sloan

I'll take care of her."
"She's not yours to take care of. — Kiersten White

I'm very familiar with how Fia fights." I smirk. "I'm so glad one of us kicked your butt. — Kiersten White

I'm his. It's such a relief to be someone's, to not have to be my own. — Kiersten White

My dancing heart has danced itself apart and I was wrong, of course I was wrong, I am always wrong, everything is always wrong. — Kiersten White

Crazy must run in your family," he says.
"You do know Fia!" I blurt, then bite my lip. — Kiersten White

She looked . . . whole. With him. — Kiersten White

Funny, what a freeing thing right is. And how ... flexible it is. There is all sorts of right available to me now. Before, when I had to choose between Adam and James, I chose the hardest right path. It almost killed me. For now, I'm choosing the easiest right path. — Kiersten White

If we are defined by what we have lost, James and I will never really be found. — Kiersten White

Do you really want to get into my head? I think. It's not a friendly place. You'll regret it. — Kiersten White

You are going to bed," James snaps.
"Ooh, James," Fia whispers dramatically. "Not in front of my sister. She hates you. — Kiersten White

Want and need. Such a fine difference. — Kiersten White

I like her. The pixie is going to be my friend. I know it like I know I'm not going to see Mr. Keane today. I will be her friend, while plotting to either betray her if she's untrustworthy for the company, or be betrayed by her if I slip up and she sees thoughts she shouldn't. Best friends. — Kiersten White

I should curl up in a ball and cry. Instead i think about everything in the whole entire world that makes me angry - There is a lot, oh, there is a lot - and I start singing Justin Bieber at the top of my lungs. — Kiersten White

The cat let out a low, anguished yowl, and all three warriors jumped to attention and looked at the creature. Beelzebub prowled in a circle, then flopped over onto his side.
"He's dying," Jock whispered.
The cat gave an exasperated sigh and shut his eyes.
Dair regarded Fia's pet. "He wants a lass, a female cat," he said....
He looked at the cat again, at the bored expression, the edgy swish of his tail, the tense, restless muscles, and knew just how the beast felt. — Lecia Cornwall

He is very, very careful. I wish he wouldn't be. — Kiersten White

Thanks for looking at me like ... like I could be whole. — Kiersten White

My phone vibrates in my pocket and I pull it out. James. "What," I answer, annoyed. I don't want his voice on the phone, I want it in my ear.
"Has anyone ever told you how sexy you are when you dance?" A hand comes around my waist and I grab the wrist, twist it, then turn to find myself right up against James, and everything is right again. I lean against him, tip my face toward him.
"Oh, hi," I say.
"Oh, ouch," he says. — Kiersten White

Probably you should stay out of my head. It's not a friendly place. — Kiersten White