Kitty Thomas Quotes & Sayings

When you really thought about it crying was a rather bizarre thing for any creature to be capable of. What purpose did it serve other than revealing too much? — Kitty Thomas

I wonder if he'd die if I did because I know the opposite is true. — Kitty Thomas

He is the cornerstone of a defining life moment for me. — Kitty Thomas

When you're a part of society there are certain behaviors that aren't okay. If you do these behaviors and then feel nothing, that's worse. But I've been trying to determine when I've ever been a part of society. — Kitty Thomas

I want to drink you until there's nothing left. I want you to magically rematerialize so I can do it again. I want a phoenix that will rise from the ashes just so I can keep burning her. I thought I knew madness, but I didn't know it before you. — Kitty Thomas

Before, time held no meaning with him. Now it's everything. Every second of my existence feels like it will be the last. — Kitty Thomas

The way you respond to me. You're poetry in motion. — Kitty Thomas

I found myself wanting the monster because it was honest, a level of honesty most go their entire lives without confronting, always content to hide behind their social masks and business cards. It — Kitty Thomas

The wind didn't know this was hell. — Kitty Thomas

People always think that they'll never break. They'll never give in, CIA operatives somehow crack, but not them — Kitty Thomas

He'd gone from being just my tormentor to being my tormentor and protector, though I needed protection from nothing but him. — Kitty Thomas

I felt that if he touched me, I'd die. and then the thought crawled into my brain that if he didn't touch me, I'd die. — Kitty Thomas

Helene, I will take your struggle away. I will bring you back to life. — Kitty Thomas

It was as if her body had lain dormant, waiting for the right man to come along and awaken her to her erotic potential. — Kitty Thomas

It's a cruel joke of the universe that the one person who makes me come alive is himself dead. And evil. His very existence defies all moral laws and all known laws of physics. — Kitty Thomas

He made you believe you'd have lovely things and live kinkily ever after, didn't he? — Kitty Thomas

His touch was like heroin in my veins, and I was a grateful addict. — Kitty Thomas

I know I need him. And I hope he needs me. What we have is fucked up and twisted, but it serves a need. I know I've always been wired differently. He only brought to the surface what was already there. — Kitty Thomas

His instinct is to kill me. His desire is to love me. — Kitty Thomas

The whole concept of sexual attraction had become a clinical observation of how other people were. — Kitty Thomas

Over months of being with him, my prison had become my sanctuary, and now that I was free, the world was my prison. There was nowhere left to run. — Kitty Thomas

Can I take a few things?
Mementos. How fucked up was that? I wanted reminders of my imprisonment. — Kitty Thomas

And that was when I knew. I had to kill him. — Kitty Thomas

You may get me to say the word, but know this, you will never truly own me. That right belongs to my real master. You may take his symbol off my hip, but there will always be a scar that reminds us both what was there. And you might take his collar off my throat, but you'll never erase his name from my soul. — Kitty Thomas

The technology distracted us from our lack of answers to anything that mattered. It gave us a lesser form of magic to wield to appease us. — Kitty Thomas

But I've never followed my own will. What I wanted. It was always what you guys wanted. Or what society wanted. Or I almost took my pills like a good little girl, had my cathartic trauma moment, and put the pieces of my world back together so everyone could say how brave and good I was. Almost. But I couldn't. As I write this letter I can't decide whether I'm acting from strength or weakness, but I know that I'm acting for the first time of my own will. Yes, I know that's hard to accept. — Kitty Thomas

Your indignant behavior over the slightest perceived gender inequality makes it almost certain that inequality is what you masturbate to at night. — Kitty Thomas

I can't live without him. And I can't live with him. So I simply can't live. — Kitty Thomas

I can't kill him and he can't keep me alive. The world we've lived in together is an illusion that can't be maintained. The edges are fraying, curling away to reveal the harsh reality beneath. The lion and the lamb do not lie down together. It just can't be. — Kitty Thomas

He always gave me choices. Or maybe what he gave me was force wrapped in the pretty package of pretend free will. — Kitty Thomas

You see, I've never been free. Not one day of my life. I've always given in to the wants and needs of those around me. My confidence has always been a social mask and my success as a motivational speaker was because my mask was just so damn convincing. At times, even to me. — Kitty Thomas

I can't hate you. We're too connected. I can't hate you without hating me. — Kitty Thomas

I wish I could hold the play (Romeo and Juliet) in my hands right now. I want to read it. I want to know that someone else has felt what I feel, even if that person never existed outside one man's imagination. — Kitty Thomas

I have no doubt he'll hurt me. But he'll do it on clean satin sheets in romantic lighting. — Kitty Thomas

He smiled that soulless smile that made me feel warm and like I was dying all at the same time. — Kitty Thomas

Blackmail.
It was the socially-approved equivalent of blow me, and I'll get you some of the good stuff. — Kitty Thomas

If you haven't developed morals by the time you start reading erotica, it's probably too late. — Kitty Thomas

You can't fall in love that fast. Not real love. Real love takes time, like a fine wine. Real love takes years. Not days. Not weeks. — Kitty Thomas

All I feel is sympathy for the devil who has crawled inside my heart, stealing my soul and my will from me. — Kitty Thomas

When you became everything and everything became you, what was there to dispute? Everything just was. — Kitty Thomas

Monsters aren't supposed to be beautiful. — Kitty Thomas

Love burns past logic and all rational time lines to consume everything. — Kitty Thomas

Where he'd wanted her to remain very still, she saw he'd spelled out a word with wax. Mine. She — Kitty Thomas

The only thing you're safe from is everyone and everything else. I can protect you from literally anything but myself.
Pray that i don't love you, Juliette. I'm scared of what will happen to you if i do - The Last Girl — Kitty Thomas

He said it with everything he did, every touch, every caress, every physical pleasure he bestowed upon me. Give it all to me. Give me your will. — Kitty Thomas

I'd convinced myself it would have been different if he'd been as ugly on the outside as he was on the inside, but he wasn't. He was cruel beauty, a sculpture, a god, and I couldn't tear my eyes from him. I'd seen his expression soften in the dungeon with the whip. I'd do anything to have him look at me like that again, no matter how insane he was. — Kitty Thomas

No . . . please don't leave me. I'll be your whore. I'll be whatever you want, please." I — Kitty Thomas

There has to be some way this won't end in tragedy. Why can't Romeo and Juliet live happily ever after? It's as if the universe won't abide such a strong connection in such a disconnected world, as if our connection defies the natural order. — Kitty Thomas

Somewhere deep in my mind, I knew he could be my new ocean. — Kitty Thomas

Fiction had sold me pretty lies, and none of them did me any good now. — Kitty Thomas

There is that moment when you first wake up and your dreams are still hovering like a fine mist in the air. For a tiny fragment of time you feel as though you could choose to live in either reality. In fact, in those seconds, as the dream replays in your mind, still so fresh, it seems more real, and this world seems unreal and fuzzy. I want to make the choice to go back to the dream, to live there. — Kitty Thomas

She thought she was wrong? He was the one who got a hard-on every time she looked up at him with those desperate, brown eyes. Everything in his brain screamed: Prey. Take. Use. He wasn't exactly proud of it, but there it was. — Kitty Thomas

I'm your responsiblity now. You created me. You made me this way. This is your fucking mess. If you suddenly care about morality, then don't make me go. Let me stay. I'll be your slave. I'll be your whore. I'll never fight you. I won't disobey. Whatever you want, just don't make me go back. Please. I can't live in that world anymore. You know it's true. I just want to be yours. — Kitty Thomas