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As I Sat Alone At My Desk In The Dark, I Thought About Suicide. Sometimes I Did That, Thought About Suicide, Though Not In An Active Way - It Was More Like Pulling A Lucky Stone Out Of Your Back Pocket. It Was A Comforting Thing To Have With You, So You Could Rub Your Fingers Over It, Reassure Yourself That It Was There If You Needed It. I Didn't Want To Try To Kill Myself, Didn't Want The Blood And The Hysterical Parents And The Guilt, Any Of It. But Sometimes I Liked The Idea Of Simply Not Having To Be Here Anymore, Not Having To Deal With My Life. As If Death Could Be Just An Extended Vacation.
But Now What I Thought About Suicide Was This: If I Died Tonight, Everyone Would Believe This Journal Was True.
Like Amelia, Chava, And Sally, Everyone Would Forever Believe That I Had Written That Diary. Everyone Would Believe They Knew How I "really Felt." And How Dare They?
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